8:30 am - smoothie [yogurt, nonfat milk, blueberries, oatmeal, protein powder, flax oil], 300

11:30 - 3/4 serving pasta, 1 1/2 pcs cheddar cheese, 2+ cups spinach, few bites of bbq pork, 450 (750)

1:30- 2 servings organic animal crackers, 5 chicken nuggets, bbq sauce, glass nonfat milk, 600 (1350)

3 - 5 animal crackers, 50  (1400)

5:30 - 3 cheese ravioli, 4 chicken nuggets, 2 tb marinara, slice swiss cheese, few tiny bites org whl wheat toast w/ cheddar cheese, 450 (1850)

6:30 - leftover stew (rice, org. tomato/red pepper soup, carrots, zucchini, celery, rotisserie chicken breast), 400 (2250)

10:30 - 2 Big Macs, 1080 (3330)

10:45 - small mint chocolate, 20 (3350)

I've wrestled with what to say about the Big Macs.  Do I say nothing?  Do I explain it?  I'll only say this- at the time it didn't seem like sin.  I think that shows how far I have to go.  I definitely should have only had one, but Jason wanted two of his own (we were both extremely hungry) and I knew one was enough but it was 2 for $3 so I just did 2.  I thought that I was being prayerful about it and trusting God, but the fact that I have been wrestling with the decision for over an hour just shows that it's not that cut and dry.  Overall, I'm more concerned with letting Christ teach me and reveal the poor spiritual decisions that I am with the calories, so that's a start.

With that, I will stop.  No justifying or over-explaining.